“Watch Me Disappear” by Janelle Brown

Watch Me DisappearGenre:        Mystery & Thrillers

Publisher:  Random House

Pub. Date:   July 11, 2017


This novel focuses on a close-knit family.  Often thought of as a perfect family (and we all know there is no so such thing), which consists of a father, mother and teenage daughter.  The mother has been missing for a year and is presumed dead.  The dad is convinced that his wife died on a weekend hiking trip that she went on alone, while the daughter holds on to hope that she is still alive.  Especially now that she has been having visions of her mom, which may be real or just a side effect from a brain trauma that will heal itself with time and medication.  So daughter and dad are at odds.  Except the dad has recently learned that his wife has been lying to him about other weekends when he thought she went hiking with a friend.  He wonders, for different reasons, that maybe his daughter is correct and his wife is still alive. So he and his daughter begin a hunt to find their missing loved one.  There are many similar novels out there but this one manages to succeed in feeling real, dad and daughter’s honest confusion, did she die, did she just leave us? A tough question to think about particularly while they are still dealing with their grief.   Did they ever know the wife/mom at all if she is someone capable of walking away from her family? The reader will meet a host of intriguing characters, you will meet a psychic, the missing lady’s ex-boyfriend who happens to be a hippy ex-con, a grandmother who never met her granddaughter and all of them add to the mystery of just who the wife/mother really was. Even though I guessed the ending of the story, I found the tale to be a page-turner with many twists. It is not the kind of book that keeps you up at night thinking about the characters still, it is a good beach read.  I have never really met a person similar to the protagonist, have you?

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“Mrs. Fletcher” by Tom Perrotta


Genre:         Adult General Fiction

Publisher:    Scribner

Pub. Date:   August 1, 2017

If there is such a thing as naïve pornography, this is such a book. The author, Tom Perrotta is a comedic writer. I have enjoyed his previous work, but this one fell flat somewhere in the middle. The story begins with Mrs. Fletcher, a divorced single mom, on the day her spoiled white privileged son is leaving for college (you know he is going to make a great frat boy). His mom hears his girlfriend giving him a goodbye gift, fellatio. She also hears her son blurt out derogatory things about women in the midst of sex. Now his mother thought she was doing a great job when she went way out of her comfort zone and asked her son in a drug store if he needed condoms for college, but she is shocked to realize her kid has boorish manners towards his girlfriend.

Immediately after this incident they get in the car to drive to his campus (of course she packed everything and brought it all in the car by herself while he was receiving his gift”. I did laugh at loud while reading her contradictory thoughts on what to say to her son. She knows she needs to tell him that disrespecting women is not the type of man he should want to be. But then again, she doesn’t want to ruin the ride, which she was hoping would be a bonding time for them. But then again, he falls asleep, should she wake him or not? Around and around again her thoughts go as if they are stuck in her washing machine’s spin cycle. Clearly, the book does open with a bang.

After a few days of empty nest syndrome, she accidently discovers online porn. It starts off innocently enough. On campus she meets her son’s roommate (she is very disappointed because he his is a carbon copy of her son and not a boy who will help her own kid grow). Well, it seems the roommate sent her a text with only initials, “MILF.”  She has no idea what this means, of course she looks it up online. It is here where she finds endless MILF porn theme websites. And so her addiction begins.

This is when she decides to become a 2017 Mrs. Robinson, not only by watching porn but by also living it. Unfortunately, for me this is also when the book went from a bang to a whimper. Perrotta’s spot-on suburban satire stays throughout the book, but the plot becomes overkill after a while. How many times did I really want to read about her branching out sexually?  She plays around with being straight, gay or bisexual with her young partners.    All while having the same contradicting type of thoughts she experienced while driving her son to college.  Stuck in the spin cycle. It becomes tiresome. This is a funny book about sex and morality that is way too predictable for my taste. Not Perrotta’s best, but then again (as Mrs. Fletcher would wonder) maybe it’s just not for me.


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“Manipulated Lives” by H.A. Leuschel

Genre:         Adult Fiction

Publisher :  Indie BookManipulated Lives

Pub. Date:  June 8, 2016


The author approached me to review her book and I accepted. This book consists of five short stories. All have one narcissistic character abusing each protagonist. When I saw the cover with the image of a distraught young woman, I was afraid I had a YA book that often contains poor writing. My thoughts seemed to have been confirmed when I read that the first story was entitled “Tess and Tattoos.” But I was wrong. Tess happens to be an old woman in a nursing home. This was my favorite out of the collection having a twist I never saw coming. I enjoyed them all and thought that the author has fine skills. My only criticism is that I wished she had included other stories with a different theme in the collection. After awhile, for me, the same subject matter became monotonous. The abuse on the victims lost its punch. Maybe that is because I have a clinical background and am tired of reading about the disorder. Still, the author does a great job on nailing narcissism. Overall, each story was engrossing and I recommend buying the book. If you are not familiar with the term Narcissistic Personality Disorder, these novellas are an eye-opener.

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“Love And Other Consolation Prizes” by Jamie Ford


Genre:         Historical FictionLove and Other Consolation Prizes

Publishers:  Random House

Pub.             Date: September 12, 20017

Mini Review

This sweeping historical novel revolves around two World’s Fairs that take place in Seattle, fifty years apart. The narrator goes back and forth in time from his life during the 1909 and the 1959 World’s Fair. We first meet our male protagonist in China at the age of five in the year 1902. He watches his mother burying his infant sister alive (horrible to read). The baby is already near death from starvation. His destitute mother, who is near death herself, has him shipped off to America to save his life. Aboard the ship he and other Chinese children, and some Japanese children, are kept captive in the cargo and treated like animals. However, they manage to remain children even in such horrendous conditions. They played, teased, had a bully and formed bonds with each other. This reminded me of stories about German Jewish children in concentration camps who managed to play together before they were worked to death. On the ship, he meets a beautiful Japanese girl a few years older than himself. During the journey, he survives a body of water known as Dead Man’s Bay. Here the ill children that cannot be sold are put into a sack and thrown overboard (I need to google this to learn if it is true, but I am afraid of what I will find).

In America, he ends up as a charity student in a boarding school in Seattle. Though it’s a lucky break, the boy is very lonely and makes no friends and has no family. (Think young Ebenezer Scrooge being left alone in his boarding school when all the other kids went home for Christmas). But our boy does not grow up to be a bitter man as Scrooge did for the strangest of reasons. As a healthy preteen, he is raffled off in the 1909 Seattle World’s Fair. (Hard to believe that was legal but it was). He is won by a famous Madam in Seattle’s Red Light District. This is not an ordinary brothel. It’s is a high-class establishment, where the grand dame owner is famous for educating and caring for her girls. Instead of living in another horrible place where people treat him terribly, here for the first time, he has a family. He has a job he enjoys, first as a houseboy and later as the house’s chauffeur. His occupation as a man will remain a chauffeur. He is lucky to learn a trade because one day the house will eventually close. This happens when the famous Madam will succumb to an occupational hazard. The sexual disease is never mentioned in the book. Saying without saying that this house would never use such vulgar language, but the writing makes it apparent. In the interim, he discovers the Japanese girl he befriended on the boat to America also works in this establishment. And to his delight, he meets the Madam’s pretty daughter who is his age. The three of them become great pals and our young house boy falls in love with both. Even though the three live in a brothel the author beautifully captures the sweetness of a first kiss.

I should have gobbled up this novel. It has all the elements of good historical fiction. It is interesting as well as educating. The reader will meet crooked police, suffragettes, and learn about the politics of the times. Reading about the brothel was a hoot, but with enough sadness to keep it real. I giggled when the adult chauffeur’s grown daughters were shocked to learn that their ordinary parents have some unordinary and rather scandalous secrets. My issue is that from the time the boy is still a boy until he becomes a young man, he could not choose between the Japanese girl or the Madam’s daughter. The premise of the plot, which is supposed to be inspired by a true story, is a good read. But the love-story triangle (which remained innocent) went on and on, dragging out the pages. I didn’t appreciate trying to guess which girl he would end up with, because the guessing became tiresome. I wanted to jump into the book, grab the young man, and sing to him the Loving Spoonful’s lyrics “You better go home, son, and make up your mind.” However, even with my issues, I have to recommend the novel. It is rich in history and I personally got a kick out of learning that political morals haven’t changed one bit.

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“The Best Kind of People” by Zoe Whittall

Publication Date:   Sept., 19, 2017The Best Kind of People

Publishers          :   Random House

Genre:                :   General Adult Fiction

Mini Review

Zoe Whittall is a respected poet and novelist. She is considered one of the top Canadian writers, winner of the 2008 Dayne Ogilvie Prize. So why did I dislike this novel so much?

The novel asks the question, what would you do if you found out that your husband or father was not the beloved person you thought? In this story, the husband/father was charged with sexual misconduct against several teenage girls at the high school where he taught and annually won the best teacher award and where his daughter was an honors student. The author certainly took on an ambitious topic, and I have learned it took her six years to write this novel, but after the first few chapters, I was still waiting to find the meat on the bones.

The husband/father’s adult gay son was once bullied, as a student, at the same school, yet somehow it was never mentioned why this wonderful dad and teacher had not even a hint of an idea that this was happening to his son. The wife/mother had my pity at first, then her unhappiness was described over and over again until it became ad nauseam. I wanted to slap her, wake her up. The teenage daughter had some depth, simply because she was a teenager self-medicating away her pain and confusion. She went from being a popular girl to an outcast. The father she adored may or may not have been who she believed he was. We never really became acquainted with the accused, his character was never developed. I found this to be a flaw in the writing. And don’t even start me on the ending, which you will simply have to read for yourself to make your own judgments. I’m simply not sure what all the hype was about.

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Trophy Son” by Douglas Brunt

Publisher: St Martin’s PressTrophy Son

Published: May 30, 2017

Genre:      General Fiction Adult

This book came along to me at the perfect time.  I am recovering from a surgery and wanted to read something different than I usually do (historical fiction).  The author tells a story of a child tennis prodigy whose driven, narcissistic father pushes his son so hard that the boy knows nothing of life outside of brutal trainings and playing tournaments.   He is taken out of school so he can concentrate on nothing but tennis.  All through his childhood and teen years he has neither friends nor social skills.   “A tennis racket lurks in my earliest memories like a sick relative who had come to live with us.” The reader will hurt for this isolated boy who grows up to become the #1 ranked tennis player in the world.

This is a work of fiction, but back in 2009 I read “Open, an Autobiography” by tennis great Andre Agassi.  The similarities are strong.   Both have abusive fathers (think Pat Conroy’s novel “The Great Santini” if the father in Conroy’s book was on steroids) whom they couldn’t escape from until they became men.   Both have an elder brother (in real life Agassi has three) who couldn’t take the pressure or make the grade, leaving the child most gifted in the family  forced to live in their backyard  tennis prison, while their elder brother(s) have a normal life, playing tennis only for fun.  And, as an adult, both have a Hollywood celebrity girlfriend. This fictional work reads as an autobiographic coming of age story.

I actually know little about tennis.  It is one of the sports that I do not follow. However, you do not need to know about the game to enjoy this story.  My favorite part in the book is when our teenage tennis player slowly begins to attempt to get out from under his overbearing father’s thumb.  He begins to wonder if his success is in exchange for his happiness.  When steroids are pushed on him he struggles with the questions, is he ruining his health and endangering his career?  Unfortunately, sometimes the dialogue is wooden or so obvious I rolled my eyes. “I told him how winning never feels as good as losing feels bad.”  Still, this is a good book that allows the reader to get inside the mind of a professional athlete, especially an athlete who begins his career as a child and is marketed as a prodigy.

The novel left me wondering, are the makings of a champions this brutal for all sports child prodigies?  Do any grow up to be as mentally healthy as they are physically resilient?  Are there any athletes that are household names without ambitious parents who seek to control and live vicariously through their children?   I think the author misses an opportunity in exploring these questions.  No matter, I was rooting for our tennis player throughout the story and I recommend the book if you are, or are not, a tennis fan.

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“Deadly Spirits” by E. Michael Helms

Deadly SpiritsI am not usually into books that are a part of a series, or detective stories, which this is, but I respect the author, E. Michael Helms, and agreed to review his novel.  I quickly found myself liking the main character PI Mac McClellan, even though he gives his dog beer.  This was the give away to me that the novel was written through a male’s perspective because it was something my husband used to do his dog, while I thought it was terrible.  Helms has an engaging and very personal writing style. He incorporated his Marine background into his main character, which I especially enjoyed (since I read his memoir “Proud Bastards: One Marine’s Journey from Parris Island through the Hell of Vietnam”).  I could hear the author’s own voice in this novel, and it is a pleasant voice to get to know.

In this novel, the protagonist’s girlfriend is part of a paranormal investigative group which is why this “whodunit” has ghosts with potential supernatural actions that lead to murders.   Our skeptic PI suspects there are more than spirits doing the killing.  There are strong shades of Philip Marlowe in this novel. I could almost see Bogie (Humphrey Bogart) with a cigarette between his teeth. Though, I personally found Mac to be more of a soft-hearted tough guy.  My only criticism is that the characters seemed one dimensional, but that might be because I haven’t read the previous three novels in the series.  All and all, this is a good beach book (if you don’t mind homicide on your beach) with likable characters and enough twists to keep you guessing.  If you are into detective stories, give PI Mac McClellan a try, I do not think you will be disappointed.

I would like to thank the E. Michael Helms for giving me the opportunity to be able to say that he can write and excel in any genre.

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